HPOV: Diary 📔
A handwritten log of thoughts.
Loomis is always the mood: 👇
There are times in life where it is super important to check in with yourself. This is not the first time I’ve said this on here. But if I don’t constantly remind myself in someway, whether it be through thoughts, intentions, or what I write when I journal; Sometimes I find myself lost and slightly panicked.
I have put a lot of pressure on things over the course of my life, without truly understanding what my limits are. Because of that… stress has had a big impact on my physical health lately.
My goal is to learn what my new limits are and how I can work within them. How I can use what other people perceive as limitations. And turn those same things into strengths that can benefit me.
I figured I would share with my subscribers where my thoughts are at right now. And what measures I’m taking to find schedules that work to reduce stress and optimize output through enjoyment.
Featured below is a journal entry I wrote fairly recently, where I was working through what creative directions I want to take going forwards. Now that I have committed to writing and putting myself out there on substack. The penmanship is rough, but it was written with love dedicated towards the craft of writing. Please enjoy:
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So yeah, this is where I’m at. I have to lock down a consistent self-care routine. I have to continue paying off medical debt. I also am finding a way to take my writing a lot more seriously. Which is a good thing for the sake of progression and not such a good thing for the sake of self-doubt.
But putting yourself out there and trying new things is always going to be uncomfortable at first. But it’s like an excited nervousness. Where instead of running away from the unknown. You are forced to confront it. That’s the journey I’m on. I feel like that’s the journey that many other people on here right now are on as well.
We create art and we fight through our demons in solidarity. Because at the end of the day, it’s best to remind yourself that you’re never as alone as you think you are.
Happy reading, happy writing, and happy adventuring! It’s time to get down to business and make some plans to aid in the organization process, when it comes to super powering the creative process.
Some may come, some may go… Which makes the ones who stay extra special! & as always, subscribe to be along for the ride! 🚤